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I laugh because it's so funny. Sometimes those closest to you can fail you. I wonder do I deserve this when I helped someone out. This is the stuff I get. I don't care anymore because my friends are just .. They say all I'm emotional or get mad too easily, but they just didn't even try to understand me at all. Ha ha screw you people. I'll erase you

So, I feel better now. I have to tell myself not to think too much. Homecoming going's to be here soon. It's on Saturday, October 17. I'm excited. I already know what I'm going to wear. I just need to find accesories and where to put my cell phone. My cuz told me you can put in your bra or your clutch. Haha I was like ...? Yeah I'm too lazy to type more.

Sometimes I cry. I only do it once a week, usually at night.My mind just starts thinking and I simply cannot stop. Whenever I'm around people, I'm ok. I don't act emotional around others. When I'm alone,I feel simply alone. I feel no one can help me with what I'm going through. I know that I have to trust people first, but I don't trust people that easily. I have a hard time trusting people due to an event in the past. I told someone about what's making me sad, but that person couldn't help me. I can't help myself because I know my life will be different after I tell the person that I 'know.' Beside that, I miss my close f